1:04:02
I don't dare say this, but it looks hopeful.
1:04:07
God.
1:04:09
I almost wish this opportunity
hadn't come up, you know.
1:04:12
I just don't know
if I can handle the tension.
1:04:16
I mean...
1:04:18
- Just say it doesn't work out.
- It will. You have to think positively.
1:04:23
She's right. You were correct when you said
that life is short and not about anything,
1:04:28
but one thing I do know is that we were not
put on this Earth to be dragged all the time.
1:04:35
We should go.
1:04:37
I was hoping that you could come by my
class one afternoon and lecture the students.
1:04:42
- It would be so meaningful to them.
- I'd love to.
1:04:46
I'm a good lecturer. I just hope
I'm not a better lecturer than a composer.
1:04:54
- You're home.
- I'm sorry, Laurel.
1:04:58
I really messed things up.
1:05:00
Yes, well, you really have
to get a handle on your drinking.
1:05:04
Yes. And I will.
1:05:07
Of course, now the boat sailed.
1:05:11
- Made you some dinner.
- I ate.
1:05:14
Where were you?
1:05:17
I had some late meetings at school.
1:05:37
- I don't know what to do.
- And you're sure?
1:05:40
- Yes. It was there in his talk, in his eyes.
- And you flirted back?
1:05:44
Yes. I was outta control,
letting him know I was there for him.
1:05:47
God. Poor Melinda.
1:05:49
I don't wanna hear about poor Melinda.
Other people's lives are falling apart.
1:05:54
Peter and I suspected
it was not going well with Lee.
1:05:57
Does everyone? Am I gossiped about?