1:24:12
I'm losing it, Tilde.
1:24:18
I'm scared,
I'm so fucking scared.
1:24:21
And you can't be a scared junkie.
It's really too pathetic.
1:24:24
- One mustn't become pathetic.
- No, never.
1:24:29
No.
1:24:33
Will you help me quit?
Will you, Tilde?
1:24:42
- Quit totally.
- Yes, I'd like to.
1:24:51
- I don't want to die.
- No.
1:25:00
Will you marry me?
1:25:04
No.
1:25:13
I thought you were entering
the banal phase.
1:25:16
- The what? Thomas...!
- It's psychology for beginners.
1:25:21
First you have the oral phase,
then the anal phase -
1:25:24
- and then the banal phase, right?
1:25:29
First you think
you're a very special individual.
1:25:32
You're different, more profound,
more spiritual than other people.
1:25:37
Then comes the banal phase.
Once you've lived that, you know -
1:25:42
- that you're no fucking better than
anybody else. You're expendable.
1:25:48
You're quite ordinary. You'll die,
you'll be buried, eaten by worms -
1:25:56
- be forgotten by posterity
like all other mortals out there.