:38:00
Excuse the crying.
:38:03
I'm a damn crying machine.
:38:08
That's why I drink so much water.
:38:11
Won't have any fluids left in me.
:38:22
You ever been depressed?
:38:26
I've never not been depressed.
:38:30
Never not been depressed?
:38:33
Never not.
:38:36
You've always been depressed.
:38:39
Yes, sir.
:38:41
The first time for me.
:38:43
I don't know how you stand it.
:38:46
Well, I guess I'm used to it.
:38:48
I don't even know how I got here.
:38:55
Do you know what set it off?
:38:57
Oh, I guess it started
when I was 6.
:38:59
Came home from school,
and my mother had hung herself.
:39:03
No.
:39:05
Yes.
:39:08
You found her like that?
:39:12
In the front hall.
:39:14
It was awkward, because
I was carrying this pyramid...
:39:17
...l'd made in school
out of foam core...
:39:20
Well, it was like foam core.
:39:22
And I opened the door
with my back...
:39:25
...and essentially
walked backwards into her.
:39:34
I may actually have been
depressed before that.
:39:39
- You put me to shame.
- No.
:39:43
Yeah.
:39:47
- Good reason like that.
- Oh, I think I have a fever.
:39:52
I am cold.
:39:55
I'm freezing.