:47:00
- That's how cops' kids think.
- You decided to become a cop.
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- I don't have any kids.
- You might, one day...
:47:09
- Then I'll quit.
- Good cops can't quit.
:47:13
They allow themselves
to be ground down
:47:17
without doing a thing to stop it.
:47:20
- Why is that?
- The job absorbs you.
:47:25
You don't even notice that you're
losing your wife and child.
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Then all you have left is your badge.
:47:32
You're nothing
without that damn badge.
:47:37
- You cling to it.
- Why does that have to happen to me?
:47:43
Because you're like me.
:47:47
You and I are so bloody alike!
:47:53
You're not
the only one who's worried.
:47:59
But you learn to block it out.
It's always there, though.
:48:05
You worry about...
:48:11
...losing the best thing
in your life.
:48:15
- That you won't be around.
- You are...
:48:24
You're in the same place
you always were.
:48:28
It took me years to realize
that I had to come here...
:48:34
...if we were going
to have a relationship or not.
:48:43
- So you came here.
- That's right, I'm here.
:48:59
Good night, Dad.