1:23:03
Even when I was the biggest, I was
afraid. I've always been afraid.
1:23:09
I don't know why. It was good to find
a respectable excuse for failure.
1:23:15
I could drink a little more.
Nobody blamed me.
1:23:20
No, they blamed it on the accident.
1:23:25
After I'd milked every tear out of it,
1:23:28
I cut my wrists,
not deep enough to die,
1:23:32
just enough to bleed myself back
into the centre of attention.
1:23:37
Everybody felt sorry for me again.
1:23:40
They understood. Everybody
was talking about me and my tragedy.
1:23:47
That's the way I wanted it.
1:23:49
To keep it that way, I lied.
God, how I lied!
1:23:54
I even lied about Georgie!
1:24:01
You were so right, Bernie.
I keep thinking about it.
1:24:06
Not about the accident,
but how I used it.
1:24:12
- Get some rest.
- I'll keep on thinking about it.
1:24:17
You better not take a chance on me.
You better get rid of me.
1:24:33
- Bernie...
- Shh.
1:24:36
- He's got to sleep.
- I don't care if he hears me.
1:24:39
I talked to Ray Watson in California.
1:24:42
He can be here in the morning.
I said I'd call him back.
1:24:46
- Frank's going to play it.
- Wait a minute.
1:24:49
Don't protect this guy any longer!
I'm calling Ray Watson.
1:24:54
If you do, tell him to bring
a director along with him.