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:54:02
He'd go on and on sitting
there smoking his old pipe.

:54:08
Sometimes he'd say, "Let's go
to a movie this evening, "or

:54:13
"What about ice cream
for dinner today? "

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But all I wanted was to die.
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So the days and weeks passed.
:54:29
We shared the
loneliness quite well.

:54:32
We didn't have much to say
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but I never disturbed him.
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Sometimes he'd look worried.
I didn't know then

:54:41
that he was always short of money.
But whenever I'd come

:54:46
clumping along, his
face would brighten,

:54:50
and he'd pat me
with his pale little hand.

:54:55
Or else Uncle Otto would be sitting
on the sofa, drinking brandy.

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They'd mumble to each other.
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I wonder if they heard
what they said.

:55:07
Or else Uncle Harry would be
there and they'd play chess,

:55:12
and then it'd be extra quiet.
:55:17
I could hear three
different clocks ticking.

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A few days before
you were due home

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I'd get a temperature
from the excitement.

:55:30
I'd worry I might
really get sick,

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because you were
afraid of sick people.

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When you did come,
I was so happy

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I couldn't say anything.
You'd get impatient and say,

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"Eva doesn't seem very pleased
to have her mother home again. "

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I'd blush red as a beet
and break out in a sweat.

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I couldn't say anything,
I had no words.


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