:16:01
I mean, just what am I
striving to create anyway?
:16:04
I mean, to what end?
For what purpose, what goal?
:16:10
I mean...
:16:13
Do I really care if a handful of my
poems are read after I'm gone?
:16:17
Is that supposed to be
some sort of compensation?
:16:22
I used to think it was,
:16:24
but...
:16:27
now, for some reason...
:16:32
I can't... I can't seem to...
:16:39
I can't seem to shake
the real implication of dying.
:16:46
It's terrifying.
:16:54
The intimacy of it embarrasses me.
:17:03
What's the matter? You still
thinking about your mother?
:17:05
I can't believe Renata encourages her.
She fills her full of false hope.
:17:10
She's just trying to keep her spirits up.
:17:17
I wanna quit my job.
:17:20
Oh, Joey!
:17:22
I can't keep my mind on it.
I can't concentrate.
:17:25
I sit there all day, reading other people's
manuscripts, and I lose interest.
:17:29
I get headaches. Then I'm meant to write
an opinion. It's not fair to the authors.
:17:35
A month ago you said you finally
found something you enjoyed.
:17:38
Well, I was wrong.
:17:41
I think about going back to acting.
:17:44
I'm not an actress.
:17:46
Can't do that again.
Flyn's the actress in this family.
:17:50
Why don't you work with me?
:17:53
Because political activity
is not my interest.
:17:57
I'm too self-centered for that.
:17:59
That's my whole point.
It would get you off yourself.