:42:09
You didn't go to Peter's
mother's luncheon?
:42:14
How's it going up there?
-We're taking a break till four.
:42:18
l hope you don't mind.
-l don't mind.
:42:27
Have you had anything to eat?
-l don't think so.
:42:31
l have a wonderful idea.
Come to my place for a few hours.
:42:35
You can take a nice long bath,
and l'll make us a salad.
:42:38
l'm fine where l am.
-Come on, Katarina.
:42:41
You need to get out for a bit.
:42:45
l feel so bad.
-Because of Peter?
:42:47
That's so stupid, isn't it?
-Come on, Katarina.
:42:54
Martin was truly a decent person.
We were very attached to each other.
:43:00
But as you know,
fidelity doesn't exist.
:43:07
Not true fidelity.
:43:10
When you're gay,
you can't be faithful.
:43:13
lt's because of the sad fact
that we can't have any children.
:43:17
We can't even adopt any.
-Peter and l are also childless.
:43:21
l've always loved children. l think
l would have been a good mother.
:43:28
Don't you agree?
-Yes.
:43:31
Martin fell madly
in love with a schoolboy.
:43:35
His parents were at the end of their
tether. lt was almost scandalous.
:43:41
Well, naturally l felt rather
abandoned and mourned my loss.
:43:48
But l got this apartment
as a consolation prize.
:43:52
Martin would come here often.
:43:55
He'd sit in the very armchair
in which you're sitting.