:46:02
She started to...
:46:05
She started
to convulse...
:46:07
and I thought...
:46:08
I thought...
:46:09
Oh, my God,
she's choking.
:46:11
Zelda's choking.
:46:12
And they'll come home,
:46:14
and they'll say I
murdered her by choking.
:46:17
They'll say,
"You hated her, Rachel,"
:46:20
and that was true.
:46:22
They'll say,
"You wanted her to be dead."
:46:25
That was true, too.
:46:28
And then she died.
:46:31
And I started to scream.
:46:33
I ran from
the house screaming,
:46:36
"Zelda's dead! Zelda's dead!
:46:38
Zelda's dead!"
:46:39
And the neighbors
came out
:46:41
and they--they looked.
:46:44
They thought
I was crying.
:46:47
But you know something?
:46:49
I think maybe...
:46:53
I was laughing.
:47:05
If you were,
I salute you for it.
:47:08
If I needed
another reason
:47:10
not to like
your parents,
:47:12
I have one now.
:47:14
You should never have been
left alone with her, Rachel.
:47:17
Never.
:47:18
Where was a nurse?
:47:21
They actually went out
:47:22
and left
an 8-year-old kid
:47:25
in charge
of her dying sister
:47:27
who was
probably insane.
:47:29
Where are you going?
:47:31
To get you a Valium.
:47:33
You know I don't take--
:47:35
Tonight you do.
:47:54
¶ Well, in my heart
I could be ready to go ¶
:47:58
¶ Get ready to go now ¶