:56:00
When my dad let me, I'd leave
the light on all night.
:56:06
My dad was the light.
:56:13
We have to leave it on
about another fifteen minutes.
:56:17
I don't know
what I'm doing this for.
:56:19
So you'll look pretty.
:56:21
Nothing in a bottle's
going to do that.
:56:23
You know, you're not
so bad looking...
:56:24
if you'd use
a little more eye make-up.
:56:27
This is as far as I go.
:56:34
I wish this baby
was born already.
:56:36
- It will be.
- I don't want it.
:56:55
I didn't want you, either.
:56:58
You were an accident.
:57:00
Your daddy and me
were cleaning the car.
:57:02
Remember the old blue Pontiac?
:57:04
And he squirted me,
and I took my shirt off, and...
:57:09
we got playful.
:57:11
We didn't even
make it up the stairs.
:57:16
But when
they brought you in to me...
:57:17
I almost said,
"Take it away. It's not mine."
:57:21
That's how I felt about you.
:57:23
You'd nuzzle me,
and I'd stare at you.
:57:27
How was I going to take you
home and take care of you?
:57:30
I didn't feel anything for you.
:57:34
And then one day,
I was changing your diapers...
:57:36
and I found blood
on the cloth...
:57:40
and I knew in my heart that
you had a terrible disease...
:57:45
that I was being punished.
:57:48
And I showed it to the nurse,
and she said, "Oh, it's nothing.
:57:52
"It's just all your hormones
getting across to her."
:57:55
And I said, "You mean
it's nothing to worry about?"
:57:57
And she said,
"No. It's nothing."