:45:00
if I keep recollections, regrets...
:45:03
I just had to do it.
:45:06
And believe it or not,
it wasn't easy for me.
:45:09
I can imagine.
:45:11
You must've had a dreadful night.
:45:15
Uncomfortable
from all points of view.
:45:34
You think I'm justjealous.
:45:38
You expect I'll burst out.
:45:40
I won't.
:45:43
But ten years ago, when you started
:45:46
the work you've just botched up.
:45:49
Remember...?
:45:51
We didn't go out of the studio
for a week...
:45:56
we slept on the little mattress...
:45:59
there was no day, no night...
:46:03
do you remember?
:46:05
I do. It's exactly the kind of memory
I don't want.
:46:08
Not now...
:46:10
At that time you were still...
:46:13
so full of ideas and energy.
:46:17
You know what I thought when
I saw you asleep?
:46:20
No. I don't want to know.
:46:21
And yet I'll tell you.
:46:25
No, you're right...
:46:28
I won't tell you.
:46:46
It's funny.
:46:48
It looks more and more like you.
:46:55
Do you realize? 10 years ago...
:46:57
you quit searching.
:46:59
Just when you should have gone
all the way.