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lt's true that from that moment
l followed her everywhere.
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l knew she wasn't happy
with my uncle.
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He was jealous, he spied on her.
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l caught her twice.
Once, in a field, during winter.
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With a farm boy
in red boots.
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Then, in the haIIway...
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Hurry. lf l stay too long,
he'll come up.
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Hey hey hey. Stickel
wrote about a similar case.
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Bewusstein un...der SexuaIitat
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You don't see
that she can and does like it.
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A woman should suffer for a man.
That's what marked you.
:45:51
He was right.
:45:54
l thought women had to suffer,
to be victims.
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l was afraid,
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terribly afraid,
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but l was tempted.
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My stomach hurt.
l was so tempted... and so afraid.
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l'm boring you, huh?
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No no no. Not at all, not at all.
On the contrary.
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l'll get you a drink.
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That's all.
My uncle never touched me.
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Anyway, l stayed 'til l was 14.
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l wondered what l'd do
if he got me in the cellar.
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l'd be afraid,
but l don't think l'd scream,
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l don't think l'd struggle.
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But he didn't do it.
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No, he didn't.
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You know, l wanted to ask Thérése
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when l saw her in the cellar.
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l wanted to say:
show me your wound.