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terribly afraid,
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but l was tempted.
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My stomach hurt.
l was so tempted... and so afraid.
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l'm boring you, huh?
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No no no. Not at all, not at all.
On the contrary.
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l'll get you a drink.
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That's all.
My uncle never touched me.
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Anyway, l stayed 'til l was 14.
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l wondered what l'd do
if he got me in the cellar.
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l'd be afraid,
but l don't think l'd scream,
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l don't think l'd struggle.
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But he didn't do it.
:46:44
No, he didn't.
:46:50
You know, l wanted to ask Thérése
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when l saw her in the cellar.
:46:56
l wanted to say:
show me your wound.
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l wanted to have a wound too.
:47:06
l've always been chasing that wound.
:47:09
l must be looking for pity.
:47:14
l'm not a victim.
:47:17
l'm not to be pitied.
:47:19
No one ever hurt me.
:47:23
l'm the one who did the hurting.
:47:27
l'm a fool.
:47:30
Say it!
:47:32
l blew it all.
:47:34
l've soiled everything,
myself included.
:47:40
Since l was 15.
:47:42
l've been a whore
just to imitate Thérése.
:47:49
l sold my children.
:47:51
My husband threw me out.
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lt's an official document.
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I, Elizabeth Etamble, née Fayet,