Shadowlands

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When my mother died...

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I was your age.

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I thought that if
I prayed for her to get better...

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and if I really believed
she'd get better...

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then she wouldn't die.

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But she did.

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It doesn't work.

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I don't care.

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I loved your mother very much.

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Perhaps I loved her too much.
She knew that.

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She said to me,
"Is it worth it?"...

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'cause she knew
what it would be like later.

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Doesn't seem fair, does it?

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I don't see why
she had to get sick.

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Nor me.

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But, uh...

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you can't hold onto things,
Douglas.

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You have to let them go.