:39:02
Guess what? I've decided
to play chess again.
:39:08
You think it is so easy.
:39:12
One day quit,
next day play.
:39:17
Everything for you
is this way.
:39:20
So smart, so easy, so fast.
:39:33
Not so easy anymore.
:39:43
What she said,
it was like a curse.
:39:49
This power I had,
this belief in myself...
:39:55
I could actually
feel it draining away.
:40:00
I could feel myself
becoming so ordinary.
:40:07
All the secrets I once saw...
:40:12
I couldn't
see them anymore.
:40:15
All I could see was--
:40:18
were my mistakes,
my weaknesses.
:40:24
The best part of me just...
:40:26
- Check.
- disappeared.
:40:38
But I can't put it all
on my mother.
:40:45
I did it to myself.
:40:51
I never played chess again.
:40:55
She needs a cut
and a perm, Trevor.
:40:58
And this color of hers, it's from that
cheap black dye she's been using at home.