:40:00
I could feel myself
becoming so ordinary.
:40:07
All the secrets I once saw...
:40:12
I couldn't
see them anymore.
:40:15
All I could see was--
:40:18
were my mistakes,
my weaknesses.
:40:24
The best part of me just...
:40:26
- Check.
- disappeared.
:40:38
But I can't put it all
on my mother.
:40:45
I did it to myself.
:40:51
I never played chess again.
:40:55
She needs a cut
and a perm, Trevor.
:40:58
And this color of hers, it's from that
cheap black dye she's been using at home.
:41:02
God forbid she'd pay to have
anything professionally done.
:41:06
Why I should pay?
What for?
:41:10
Why I should pay 90 dollar?
To act like you? So important.
:41:15
Go to fancy barber
with torn-up jeans.
:41:22
Darlene, we need
a shampoo here.
:41:28
I mean, I even married
a Chinese guy to please her.
:41:33
He was gorgeous.
He gave her a granddaughter.
:41:37
But was she satisfied?
:41:40
When we got divorced, she got
all upset like it was my fault.
:41:47
I just want to show you
something. It's upstairs.
:41:50
- Watch out for Shoshana's toys.
- And when I finally started dating again...
:41:53
when I tried to hint
to her about Rich...
:41:56
that we were
living together--