:40:02
...that is not
for you to understand.
:40:04
If your mother were alive...
:40:06
...she would suck out
the last drop...
:40:09
...of your blood to take
that shit out of you.
:40:13
But me?
:40:19
Later she would hold it
against me.
:40:25
I was drinking too much
in front of you.
:40:28
I was too distant from you.
:40:31
Look, Dad.
:40:35
Stop blaming yourself for what happened
or what didn't happen.
:40:39
This has nothing to do
with my poor mother.
:40:43
The truth is,
if she were here...
:40:46
...she'd be too tired
from waiting in line to buy coffee...
:40:49
...or chicken bones
to start arguing about this...
:40:52
...or to suck my blood or waste
our fucking time on shit like this!
:41:07
If Mom were here...
:41:21
I made a decision.
:41:26
It's my life, damn it!
:41:29
If you don't understand that,
what the fuck can I do about it!
:41:35
Besides, I didn't ask either
of you to diagnose my problem.
:41:44
So, take it easy.
:41:49
Take it easy? Come on, Bobby.
Are you crazy?
:41:52
Are you out of your mind?
:41:54
That's right, goddamn it, I'm crazy!
Can't you see I'm crazy?
:41:57
Well, if you're so crazy,
jump off the balcony!
:41:59
Okay! You'll see how crazy I am!