:39:13
So many years bringing up a child.
:39:17
So much effort.
:39:27
What for?
What did this get you, Bobby?
:39:30
I don't understand.
:39:40
Dad...
:39:44
...when have I asked you
to understand me?
:39:49
To accept me the way I am?
:39:58
This is something...
:40:02
...that is not
for you to understand.
:40:04
If your mother were alive...
:40:06
...she would suck out
the last drop...
:40:09
...of your blood to take
that shit out of you.
:40:13
But me?
:40:19
Later she would hold it
against me.
:40:25
I was drinking too much
in front of you.
:40:28
I was too distant from you.
:40:31
Look, Dad.
:40:35
Stop blaming yourself for what happened
or what didn't happen.
:40:39
This has nothing to do
with my poor mother.
:40:43
The truth is,
if she were here...
:40:46
...she'd be too tired
from waiting in line to buy coffee...
:40:49
...or chicken bones
to start arguing about this...
:40:52
...or to suck my blood or waste
our fucking time on shit like this!