:40:00
- Yeah.
- About a thousand years
ago, and it flopped.
:40:04
Okay? I put myself out there
and they didn't want me.
:40:08
And they were right.
They were right.
:40:10
I failed and
I've accepted it...
:40:13
and I have come to peace with it
and I've gone on with my life.
:40:17
And so you give up
after one flop, huh?
:40:19
I thought you were made
of tougher stuff.
:40:21
The last thing I ever took
you to be was a coward.
:40:24
Look at you, out in the mud,
pullin' up turnips!
:40:29
[Sighing]
:40:31
You know, I don't need
a lecture, okay?
:40:34
I'm a little old
for a little pep talk from Joel.
:40:38
Especially from you. You wouldn't know
the first thing about...
:40:41
giving yourself to someone,
about sharing your life with someone,
:40:45
sharing your pain
with them.
:40:47
You wouldn't know the
first thing about it.
:40:50
- You think you're the only one
shit happens to, huh?
- Yeah.
:40:52
Huh?
Well, think again, kiddo.
:40:56
I've had my own share
of disappointments...
:40:58
in this secondary existence
of a life I live.
:41:01
In my business I've been disappointed
and, yeah, big surprise,
:41:04
in my big dumb heart,
and it didn't come from playing it safe.
:41:08
- [Laughing]
- You said yourself...
:41:10
that the very thing Jay wanted
was for you to make that record.
:41:14
- Yeah.
- And if he hasn't let go of life,
:41:17
it's 'cause he's as disgusted as I am
to see you sittin' here,
:41:20
feelin' sorry for yourself
and givin' up!
:41:23
- Oh, you're fuckin' disgusted?
- That's right.
:41:25
You wouldn't even have a life
if it wasn't for me!
:41:28
- That's right!
- You're the one who's a fuckin' leech!
:41:31
- I am a leech, that's right!
- Yeah, you are!
:41:33
- That's why I'm here.
- You wouldn't have a life
if it wasn't for me!
:41:36
- Oh, really?
- You live every fuckin'
thing through me!
:41:39
- So fuck you!
- Fuck me?
:41:41
- Yeah, fuck you!
- Then fuck off! Fuck you!
:41:43
- No, fuck you!
- No, fuck you!
:41:46
- That's right, hit me!
- [Screaming]
:41:49
- Go ahead! Go ahead!
- [Sobbing]
:41:54
I am sad!
:41:58
And I'm alone.