:03:06
All my anxieties subsided.
:03:09
My life before was full
of rituals and habits.
:03:12
There was a time when, for instance,
I was brushing my teeth...
:03:16
every 15 minutes
because I couldn't remember...
:03:18
- Really?
- if I had just brushed them.
:03:20
And, in fact, I almost lost
all my teeth.
:03:23
- But you don't do that now?
- No, no. Not anymore.
:03:27
I see.
Um, that's great.
:03:30
- So, you felt relief? Uh, you feel free?
- Yes,yes.
:03:34
Any other words you'd use
to describe how you feel now?
:03:36
Uh, I feel in control.
:03:38
I feel... much happier
than I've ever been.
:03:41
There's just one more thing
I need to ask you...
:03:43
- and then I'll, uh, be out of your hair.
- Sure.
:03:46
Uh, are you currently taking
any sort of medication?
:03:49
Oh, no. No.
:03:51
- No? Really? Okay.
- No. Really.
:04:10
- Yeah?
- Your brother on two.
:04:11
Oh, fuck! Okay.
:04:15
- Stop it.
- Have you thought about it?
:04:17
I don't have to think about it.
:04:19
How long before they figure out
you don't have a brother?
:04:28
First, I am born. Then the trouble begins.
:04:32
At age five,
I fantasize that I'm an orphan...
:04:35
by trying to lose my parents
at a Fourth ofJuly celebration.
:04:39
They find me.
:04:41
At age nine,
I have an out-of-body experience...
:04:44
while playing right field.
:04:46
Three runs score.
:04:48
At age 15, I'm seized
by an acute sensation...
:04:50
that something terrible
will happen to me.