1:03:01
Well, see, if we could be a combination,
we'd be the perfect woman, wouldn't we?
1:03:05
Unfortunately, we can't.
1:03:08
I can't use these chopsticks.
1:03:12
- You've changed more
than you think, you know.
- Oh, yeah? In what way?
1:03:16
Well, you've stopped bumping into things.
And you can look me in the eye, can't you?
1:03:20
- Yeah, yeah. Do you know who
always used to say that to me?
- What?
1:03:24
- You know, about looking down all the time.
- Who?
1:03:26
Ricky. Do you remember him?
1:03:28
Now there's someone I have thought about,
as opposed to Adrian.
1:03:31
Ricky was sussed.
1:03:32
Oh, yeah. Very bright, yeah.
1:03:35
- Wonder what happened to him.
- I really don't know.
1:03:39
Maybe he's a rock star.
1:03:41
- Yeah, or a company manager.
- He might be as thin as a beanpole.
1:03:44
I don't think so... the amount of curry
and chips he used to eat.
1:03:46
- Mm. Fat chance, eh?
- Thin chance.
1:03:50
No, I haven't thought
about Adrian at all.
1:03:55
I don't really want to talk about it,
'cause I'm trying to get over today.
1:03:58
Fair enough.
1:04:01
It's ridiculous, but...
1:04:04
I haven't stopped thinking about him
for the last 10 years.
1:04:10
I was really quite hurt
by all that, you know?
1:04:13
I knew it. Deep down inside I knew that.
But why didn't you ever tell me?
1:04:17
Well, because I wasn't in love with him
and I knew you were...
1:04:21
so, you know...
1:04:24
- He was a shit.
- Oh, yeah. He was a shit.
1:04:27
But when you're in love with a bastard,
you just can't help yourself.
1:04:32
You see, psychologically,
I look up to my father.
1:04:34
You know, I see him as strong,
in spite of everything he's done.
1:04:38
But he doesn't respect women,
and he's never given me the love that I deserve.
1:04:42
And that's why I have this need,
you know, to crave his respect...
1:04:45
and seek his approval.
1:04:48
That's obviously why I choose the men I do.
1:04:52
I don't respect my father at all.
He's weak.
1:04:55
Look what he's done to Thelma.
1:04:57
I don't ever wanna
end up like her, not ever.