1:04:01
It's ridiculous, but...
1:04:04
I haven't stopped thinking about him
for the last 10 years.
1:04:10
I was really quite hurt
by all that, you know?
1:04:13
I knew it. Deep down inside I knew that.
But why didn't you ever tell me?
1:04:17
Well, because I wasn't in love with him
and I knew you were...
1:04:21
so, you know...
1:04:24
- He was a shit.
- Oh, yeah. He was a shit.
1:04:27
But when you're in love with a bastard,
you just can't help yourself.
1:04:32
You see, psychologically,
I look up to my father.
1:04:34
You know, I see him as strong,
in spite of everything he's done.
1:04:38
But he doesn't respect women,
and he's never given me the love that I deserve.
1:04:42
And that's why I have this need,
you know, to crave his respect...
1:04:45
and seek his approval.
1:04:48
That's obviously why I choose the men I do.
1:04:52
I don't respect my father at all.
He's weak.
1:04:55
Look what he's done to Thelma.
1:04:57
I don't ever wanna
end up like her, not ever.
1:05:00
And when I look at men,
all I see is dangerous weakness.
1:05:05
I don't want it to be that way.
I just can't help it.
1:05:11
Makes me feel lonely.
1:05:51
- Uh, Hannah.
- What?
1:05:53
Would you like this
for when you find a flat?
1:05:55
No, but you can
stick this up your ass, if you like.