1:43:01
31 minutes,
and 11 seconds left.
1:43:04
I will be watching
"Gone With the Wind,"
1:43:07
of all things,
1:43:08
again on television.
1:43:10
Arthur will be
in the other room
1:43:12
fixing me hot cocoa
1:43:13
and arguing with his brother
on the phone.
1:43:16
He won't even hear me go.
1:43:22
He insisted on keeping
the TV on so loud.
1:43:25
Wouldn't buy
a hearing supplement.
1:43:28
Three years later,
it's my turn.
1:43:30
On the bus.
1:43:32
The M-9.
1:43:34
Quietly.
Very quietly.
1:43:36
Just like my life.
1:43:38
Without him,
I won't much mind.
1:43:44
I don't want to think about it.
1:43:47
Soon.
1:43:49
Sooner
than I thought, even.
1:43:53
Let's just say
I died happy.
1:43:56
They reissued
"Happy Hunting" on CD,
1:44:00
and I'd met Gwen Verdon
at a benefit.
1:44:02
She was very nice,
1:44:04
and I don't think
it was because she knew I was sick.
1:44:12
I wasn't brave.
1:44:14
I took pills.
1:44:16
I went back home
to Battersea
1:44:18
and took pills.
1:44:21
I'm sorry, Buzz.
1:44:25
I don't die.
1:44:26
I'm fucking immortal.
1:44:28
I live forever...
1:44:31
till I take a small plane
to Pittsfield, Massachusetts.
1:44:35
I was late for a concert.
1:44:37
No one else from my company
was onboard.
1:44:39
Just me
1:44:40
and a pilot I never bothered
to look at twice.
1:44:48
I don't know.
1:44:50
I don't want to.
1:44:52
I won't be with Gregory.
1:44:56
His name will be Luke.