:46:00
There she is. She's right there.
She's right there.
:46:03
Hey. It's okay.
:46:07
You didn't have
an abortion, right?
:46:09
I can do whatever I want.
:46:25
My name is Matty.
:46:28
I'm an alcoholic and drug addict.
:46:34
It's been the longest year
of my life.
:46:46
The wonderful thing about
being an actor is you get a script.
:46:51
You know what it is
you're supposed to say.
:46:56
It's kind of hard for me
to tell you my story...
:46:59
because I don't know
where it began.
:47:04
I suppose it started
when I was 1 5 years old...
:47:09
with my grandmother.
:47:11
She used to keep a big bottle
of vodka in her closet, and I'd--
:47:18
I'd sneak in there
and watch her drink it...
:47:21
and wonder what her fascination
with that bottle was.
:47:25
There's lots
of opportunities to--
:47:28
- Thanks.
- use...
:47:32
forbidden illegal substances
on motion picture movie sets.
:47:39
Because of their
availability and...
:47:45
acceptance
that it was sort of...
:47:48
something that was okay to do,
I started to do that myself.
:47:54
I didn't think I ever
recognized it as a problem...