The Blackout
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I suppose it started
when I was 1 5 years old...

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with my grandmother.
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She used to keep a big bottle
of vodka in her closet, and I'd--

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I'd sneak in there
and watch her drink it...

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and wonder what her fascination
with that bottle was.

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There's lots
of opportunities to--

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- Thanks.
- use...

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forbidden illegal substances
on motion picture movie sets.

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Because of their
availability and...

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acceptance
that it was sort of...

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something that was okay to do,
I started to do that myself.

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I didn't think I ever
recognized it as a problem...

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until I started finding it hard
to look at myself in the mirror...

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'cause I didn't know who
I was lookin'at anymore.

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So how'd it go?
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Where's the water?
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I'll go back out.
I'll go get it.

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- Let me go back.
- You only bought stuff for yourself.

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Well, I forgot. I'm sorry.
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I'll go back out and get it now.
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All right. Stay here first.
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Get the coin or not?
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- You did?
- They tell you everything?

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No, not everything.
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How do you know
that I got a coin?

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Well, it's one year, right?
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Here you go.
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- That's it?
- Yeah.

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- My Olympic medal.
- That's one year sober.


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