1:23:00
l didn't even know
what the doctor meant.
1:23:06
All l knew about Siamese...
1:23:10
were cats.
1:23:17
l was in shock.
1:23:21
l thought a two-headed kid, right?
1:23:29
And l didn't understand.
l just...
1:23:33
cried and cried.
1:23:39
Did the doctors give you
any options?
1:23:47
l signed on the bottom line.
1:23:52
l was just...
1:23:54
hoping that my confusion...
1:24:01
l was hoping
my confusion would vanish.
1:24:09
l thought it would.
1:24:13
But it's not so easy.
1:24:16
lt's not so simple.
1:24:20
lt haunts you.
1:24:30
You trick yourself...
1:24:32
into believing that...
1:24:35
a nice family is gonna adopt them.
1:24:42
But they couldn't adopt...
1:24:47
my feelings of abandoning...
1:24:49
my boys.
1:24:59
l know they'd love to see you.