1:24:01
l was hoping
my confusion would vanish.
1:24:09
l thought it would.
1:24:13
But it's not so easy.
1:24:16
lt's not so simple.
1:24:20
lt haunts you.
1:24:30
You trick yourself...
1:24:32
into believing that...
1:24:35
a nice family is gonna adopt them.
1:24:42
But they couldn't adopt...
1:24:47
my feelings of abandoning...
1:24:49
my boys.
1:24:59
l know they'd love to see you.
1:25:02
lt doesn't matter about the past.
1:25:05
- No. l can't.
- Please.