:11:00
lt´s okay.
:11:03
We went out for two years, and...
:11:06
l never got comfortable.
:11:08
Why would a girl... No, a woman
like Charlie go out with me?
:11:18
l felt like a fraud. I felt like one
ofthose people who suddenly shave their
heads and said they´d always been punks.
:11:23
l was sure I'd be discovered
at any second.
:11:29
And I worried about
my abilities as a lover.
:11:41
And I was intimidated by other men
in her design department...
:11:45
and became convinced she was
gonna leave me for one ofthem.
:11:53
Then she left me for one ofthem.
The dreaded Marco.
:11:57
Charlie, you fucking bitch!
Let´s work it out!
:12:02
Just open the fucking door!
Charlie!
:12:06
Look, let´s talk it... Char...
:12:25
And then I lost it.
:12:29
Kinda lost it all, you know?
:12:32
Faith, dignity, about 1 5 pounds.
:12:42
When I came to a few months later...
:12:45
l found, to my surprise,
l had flunked out ofschool.
:12:49
l started working in a record shop.
:12:52
Some people never got over' Nam or
the night their band opened for Nirvana.
:12:57
l guess I never really
got over Charlie.
:12:59
But the thing I learned
from the whole Charlie debacle
is that you gotta punch your weight.