:20:01
I don't know. Sometimes I wish you were dead.
-Rage more, Victoria.
:20:09
I can't believe I just said that.
:20:17
My stepmother is always talking
about me when I'm there.
:20:22
I hate it.
:20:24
I hate her.
:20:26
I think she's jelous of my
closeness to my dad.
:20:29
Tori's mom is insaneously jelous of her.
:20:35
Why would she be jelous of me?
:20:40
What? Mary, you didn't do your letter yet.
:20:54
Oh, she died three years ago.
:20:57
I'm sorry.
:20:59
No, it's OK.
:21:01
I just don't see the point
in writing her a letter.
:21:04
Maybe she could hear you,
you know.
:21:07
If I did write her a letter,
- Go for it! - "Dear mother,
:21:17
remember you asked me,
when you were sick
:21:22
well, dying?
:21:25
this fall,
October.
:21:30
still hot that year in your room,
:21:34
smelled like sweet, rotten apples.
:21:42
And I was holding your head in my arms.
:21:47
And your breathing was so fast,
:21:51
and like shallow.
:21:58
You said 'Mary,