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that holds them together.
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And so the main character is,
to this new mind,
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greater, greater mind.
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A mind that yet is to be.
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And when we are obviously
entered into that mode,
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you can see
a radical subjectivity,
:34:23
radical attunement to individuality,
uniqueness to that which the mind is,
:34:27
opens itself
to a vast objectivity.
:34:30
So the story is
the story of the cosmos now.
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The moment is not just a passing,
empty nothing yet.
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And this is in the way
in which these secret passages happen.
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Yes, it's empty
with such fullness...
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that the great moment,
the great life of the universe...
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is pulsating in it.
:34:55
And each one, each object,
each place, each act...
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Leaves a mark.
:35:02
And that story is singular.
:35:05
But, in fact,
it's story after story.
:35:13
Time just dissolves into quick-moving
particles that are swirling away.
:35:18
Either I'm moving fast or time is.
Never both simultaneously.
:35:22
It's such a strange paradox.
I mean, while, technically,
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I 'm closer to the end of my life
than I've ever been,
:35:29
I actually feel more than ever
that I have all the time in the world.
:35:33
When I was younger, there was
a desperation, a desire for certainty,
:35:36
Like there was an end to the path,
and I had to get there.
:35:39
I know what you mean
because I can remember thinking,
:35:43
"Oh, someday, like in
my mid-thirties maybe,
:35:48
everything's going to just
somehow jell and settle, just end."
:35:52
It was like there was this plateau,
and it was waiting for me,
:35:55
and I was climbing up it,
and when I got to the top,
:35:59
all growth and change
would stop.