1:20:02
But, you know, the truth is that
you've been really happy lately.
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I 've noticed.
I mean, so happy.
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And that's made me really sad.
1:20:11
Inexplicably, deeplysad.
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You know?. I mean, different than my
general snarky, bitter, tortured thing.
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And, uh-- So anyway, I went to see
your show, not knowing exactlywhy,
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and, uh, I saw your piece.
1:20:30
And I stared.
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And then I had to get out ofthere.
I ran home.
1:20:37
And I started writing. I--
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Just writing, all night.
1:20:42
Then I wrote all night
and into today.
1:20:45
I mean, that's why I was late.
I was writing.
1:20:47
And you know what?.
1:20:49
I was happy doing it.
1:20:53
I was really happy
for the first time in a long time.
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Andas soon as I frelt
this happy thing, I--
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I wanted to be with you.
1:21:04
You were the first person
I wanted to be with.
1:21:07
I mean, then it hit me,
and this was around 6:00 a.m.
You know, it hit me that...
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the reason that I was so sad
when you got so happy...
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and I was happier
when you got so sad...
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was not because
I didn't want you to be happy.
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It wasjust because I wanted to be
part ofrthe reasonyou were happy.
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I wanna make you happy.
1:21:56
So, uh, what I'm wondering
right about now is, uh--