:49:01
she'd vanished in thin air.
:49:03
Losing her caused me so much pain
:49:07
that I thought I'd died.
:49:10
A hundred deaths
would have been better
:49:14
than having to suffer
the way I did.
:49:17
But Luisa, why haven't
either of you ever told me?
:49:22
What happened to Juan after
was almost as painful.
:49:26
They were always
:49:27
very close, and after that
Juan started saying
:49:31
that he could see her
and talk to her.
:49:34
We'd just started feeling
like a normal family again,
:49:39
as if nothing had happened.
:49:44
My husband suffered like I did,
if not more.
:49:48
He became twisted
by the whole thing.
:49:52
So...
:49:53
when Juan kept saying those things,
he...
:49:59
The only way he could release
his pain was by punishing Juan.
:50:03
-It's horrible.
-But Juan didn't stop.
:50:06
He stuck to it.
:50:10
I thought we'd all go crazy
if it didn't stop, so...
:50:17
I did nothing to stop
:50:19
the beatings.
:50:22
Wasn't there another way?
:50:24
What about the damage
you caused him?
:50:28
I was sure he'd forgotten
all about it.
:50:33
Now I see he hasn't.
:50:38
I only hope that some day
he'll be able to forgive me.