1:21:02
But he wouldn't let the injustice rest.
He resisted.
1:21:06
There are always some people
who will resist.
1:21:09
And, as he says,
the issue is always fascism.
1:21:41
He's nuts.
1:21:45
And yet the thought
of giving up everything here
1:21:49
and starting fresh in California,
it's so tempting and exhilarating.
1:21:55
Why do l get so scared?
Because l'm not a leaver.
1:21:59
The one time Amanda
and l broke up, she left me.
1:22:03
lt all happened too fast.
l was overwhelmed by you.
1:22:07
lt was a whirlwind and right away,
we were living together!
1:22:10
l think we'd both benefit
by some time apart.
1:22:14
l don't need time apart.
l know l love you.
1:22:16
Well, l do!
1:22:18
l can't think.
[horn honking]
1:22:20
l get these migraines and sometimes,
my throat closes up and l can't breathe.
1:22:25
l feel trapped and suffocated!
1:22:28
Maybe if we slept
with the window open.
1:22:30
- l'll move in with April.
- What if you return to a shrink?
1:22:34
l told you, shrinks don't work for me.
l know how to fool them.
1:22:37
Just all that talk about
how we were made for each other,
1:22:42
and marriage, l...
1:22:46
She moved out.
l was miserable.
1:22:48
Eating moo goo gai pan
out of boxes every night,
1:22:52
having dreams of death.
1:22:54
l tried dating, but it was hard
getting her out of my mind.