:49:00
I'm so glad you came.
:49:02
We thought you wouldn't.
:49:04
At first we were afraid
you would come,
:49:09
but I'm happy you came.
I'm also a bit anxious.
:49:13
You'll see.
:49:15
You may think
it's irresponsible,
:49:18
I turned what's insignificant
into essential, but...
:49:22
I'm kind of squirming now,
but I think it's pure.
:49:41
"Marvelous butterflies appeared
:49:43
"And softly told of a newborn
:49:46
"And upon dying, he felt relieved
as if he had never had a name
:49:50
"In the trees he spread
his seed like song
:49:52
"And in flowers his seeds
were carried by all."
:49:57
It's like a ditch.
:50:00
Ever since I walked
into your house,
:50:05
I've been crying.
:50:07
I cry for hours on end,
I don't know why.
:50:26
The funniest story is...
:50:29
there was one week
during all that depression,
:50:36
one week that
I suddenly realized.
:50:39
I was sure I was in love
with you, and all the pain
:50:42
was because we're
not together.
:50:46
You're laughing, but
that's the way it was.
:50:48
Everything's so weird
and over-the-top with you.
:50:54
I walked around
as if I was in love.
:50:59
Now we know it's nonsense,