1:22:00
always liked to call me
by my name
1:22:01
before he made a statement
1:22:03
and said,
"Peter, I can admit it. "
1:22:07
The only concern
that Peter Panaro had
1:22:10
was that ethically
as a lawyer
1:22:12
he couldn't let
his client go into court
1:22:15
and say something happened
1:22:17
that he knew his client
had told him was a lie.
1:22:27
The private investigator wasn't
coming up with anything helpful.
1:22:30
There was not gonna be
any defense witnesses.
1:22:32
There wasn't any money
to hire experts.
1:22:34
Mom was insistent upon
there not being a trial.
1:22:37
Peter Panaro
wasn't believing me
1:22:39
no matter how many times
I told him nothing happened.
1:22:47
I just ran out of options.
1:22:56
Jesse was a very good baby.
1:23:00
I remember when we brought him
home from the hospital
1:23:03
and Arnie looked at
that baby and he said
1:23:07
"That child is marvelous.
1:23:09
He's wonderful"
1:23:11
and he was so thrilled.
1:23:17
And David was the big brother
1:23:20
and he used to
take care of Jesse.
1:23:24
We used to let
David watch him
1:23:26
and he was very protective
of his baby brother.
1:23:37
It's amazing.
1:23:39
Six months from now
1:23:41
I already don't have
a father or a mother.
1:23:44
Six months from now
I'm not gonna have my brother.
1:23:48
If I ever watch this
1:23:50
I don't know when it's gonna be.
1:23:51
I don't know where I'm gonna be.
1:23:56
I don't know what's
gonna happen to my family.
1:23:58
I'm so scared.