:44:03
You are coId , Signora Mayes.
:44:05
Yeah .
:44:07
Thank you .
:44:18
Do you know the most surprising
thing about divorce?
:44:23
It doesn't actuaIIy kiII you ,
:44:26
Iike a buIIet to the heart
or a head-on car wreck.
:44:30
It shouId .
:44:33
When someone you've promised to
cherish tiII death do you part
:44:38
says, ''I never Ioved you ,''
it shouId kiII you instantIy.
:44:44
You shouIdn't have to wake up
day after day after that,
:44:47
trying to understand how
in the worId you didn't know.
:44:51
The Iight Just never went on ,
you know.
:44:54
I must have have known ,
of course,
:44:56
but I was too scared
to see the truth .
:45:01
Then fear Just makes you
so stupid .
:45:04
No. It's not stupid ,
Signora Mayes.
:45:08
L'amore e CieCo,
:45:09
Oh , Iove is bIind .
Yeah , we have that saying , too.
:45:13
Everybody has that saying
because it's true everywhere.
:45:19
I don't want to be bIind
anymore.
:45:22
This house has three bedrooms.
:45:23
What if there's never anyone
to sIeep in them?
:45:27
And the kitchen , what if there's
never anyone to cook for?
:45:32
I wake up in the night
thinking , ''You idiot.
:45:34
I mean , you're the stupidest
woman in the worId .
:45:37
You bought a house for a Iife
you don't even have.''
:45:44
Why did you do it, then?
:45:51
Because I'm sick of being afraid
aII the time
:45:53
and because I stiII want things.
:45:56
I want a wedding in this house,
:45:59
and I want a famiIy
in this house.