:46:00
It's taken me this long,
:46:03
and I can't get him out
of my system. I can't.
:46:06
I can't. It's not...
gotten any easier for me.
:46:11
And, uh...
:46:13
I met--I met Joseph,
:46:15
and he--he loves me,
he sincerely does love me.
:46:18
And he's... you know,
he's been dealing with me on this.
:46:21
He's been, um...
:46:23
... he's been acceptant of it
and he's not...
:46:27
He's now grown insecure.
:46:30
Because of him.
:46:32
I mean, he's ten years old.
:46:34
What are you saying?
:46:37
He's a little boy.
:46:39
He's a little boy,
I know, and...
:46:41
he said, um--and he told me
his name was Sean, you know--
:46:44
I really hoped that he was Sean,
I really--I wanted him to be Sean,
:46:48
but I knew he wasn't Sean.
I knew it.
:46:50
This is insane.
I mean...
:46:54
It's insane, you know.
But I couldn't help it. I couldn't.
:47:00
I don't think there's anything strange
about that. I mean, he is...
:47:03
he is coming into...
our house.
:47:07
He came into my mother's
birthday party unannounced.
:47:11
He came in, and we thought that he was
with the, um, the Drummonds, you know.
:47:15
You remember Mr.
and Mrs. Drummond, don't you?
:47:20
Yeah.
:47:21
I'm sorry.
:47:23
Well...
:47:26
He came in... with them
:47:29
and he told me that he loves me
:47:33
and that he doesn't want me
to marry Joseph.
:47:38
And I thought,
"This is a joke. It's silly."
:47:44
And I told him to go home,
:47:45
and then, um, he sent me a letter
the next day that said...
:47:50
"Don't marry Joseph."
:47:54
I mean, normally
you'd think this is...
:47:56
Normally...
:47:58
"This kid needs some help."