:50:00
They go much deeper.
You know?
:50:02
l mean, they go way deep.
They crack you open,
:50:05
and then spill you out and examine
all the things that are on the table.
:50:11
l've spoken to him a few times,
and, you know,
:50:17
l know he's having a rough trip.
:50:22
No matter how bad it gets,
:50:26
eventually, things seem
to sort themselves out.
:50:30
Sooner or later.
:50:34
Whether it's good or bad,
they sort themselves out.
:50:41
l watch the people around the world
say what a great guitar player Kirk is,
:50:46
and what a piece of shit I am.
:50:49
And that I got kicked out
of Metallica.
:50:53
And I wasn't good enough for them.
And that I was a loser.
:50:58
And l've had to deal
with that for almost 20 years.
:51:06
And it's a dreadful experience.
:51:10
It's been hard, Lars.
:51:12
It's been hard to watch everything that
you guys do and you touch turn to gold,
:51:18
and everything I do fuckin' backfire.
:51:23
And I'm sure
there's a lot of people that...
:51:26
they would consider my backfire
a complete success, you know?
:51:31
And am I happy being number two? No!
:51:37
You know? You're just now
encountering something
:51:40
l've been going through 13, 14 years.
:51:44
l've never had a chance
to be able to tell you without...
:51:48
talking to Lars, the guy in Metallica.
:51:51
l've never talked to
my little Danish friend again. You know?
:51:56
l remember the day you and I talked
about digging a hole in fuckin' dirt
:51:59
and smoking hash through the ground.