1:09:03
She might have figured...
1:09:04
some of it out after a doctor
told her she had a Lupaninopathy.
1:09:08
There's a word a lot of
Harvard guys don't know.
1:09:11
You're smart. Any idea?
1:09:14
Swollen glands.
1:09:16
It started causing
her pain under her arms.
1:09:18
She had night sweats
and she lost a few pounds.
1:09:21
We thought she was just worn down.
She always worked too hard.
1:09:25
They ran a lot of tests.
1:09:28
It was just one test
to cover the bases.
1:09:32
Was she HIV positive?
1:09:35
Twenty-seven years old.
1:09:38
Have you told her about this?
1:09:40
I can't.
1:09:44
You have to.
1:09:47
Tom, you have to
talk to her about it.
1:09:50
She was a mess when
she left the doctor's office.
1:09:53
Son-of-a-bitch
just let her go...
1:09:54
like he just got through telling
her she had a fucking cold.
1:09:58
How do you tell somebody that
and just let them leave?
1:10:01
Wouldn't even call me.
1:10:03
She was confused.
1:10:07
She was upset.
1:10:09
How do you tell somebody that
and just let them leave?
1:10:13
She ran a light.
1:10:15
She was alive when the ambulance
got her to the hospital.
1:10:19
What must have been running through
her mind when she missed that light.
1:10:25
And what if it wasn't
an accident?
1:10:27
What if she ran it...
1:10:28
because of the pain it caused her
knowing I'd done something wrong?
1:10:30
Maybe a prostitute,
maybe another woman?
1:10:33
Maybe the truth?
1:10:36
Not being sure what to think,
not wanting to hear the truth...
1:10:40
so she runs a light and doesn't
have to hear it with her own ears.
1:10:43
Doesn't have to hear...
1:10:44
how the man she's
devoted her life...
1:10:46
to isn't the man
she thought he was.
1:10:49
And that's my biggest fear...
1:10:51
that when she went up
to heaven, she found out.
1:10:54
And right now she's
up there watching.
1:10:57
And she's so hurt. She so hurt
by what she knows about me.