1:10:01
Wouldn't even call me.
1:10:03
She was confused.
1:10:07
She was upset.
1:10:09
How do you tell somebody that
and just let them leave?
1:10:13
She ran a light.
1:10:15
She was alive when the ambulance
got her to the hospital.
1:10:19
What must have been running through
her mind when she missed that light.
1:10:25
And what if it wasn't
an accident?
1:10:27
What if she ran it...
1:10:28
because of the pain it caused her
knowing I'd done something wrong?
1:10:30
Maybe a prostitute,
maybe another woman?
1:10:33
Maybe the truth?
1:10:36
Not being sure what to think,
not wanting to hear the truth...
1:10:40
so she runs a light and doesn't
have to hear it with her own ears.
1:10:43
Doesn't have to hear...
1:10:44
how the man she's
devoted her life...
1:10:46
to isn't the man
she thought he was.
1:10:49
And that's my biggest fear...
1:10:51
that when she went up
to heaven, she found out.
1:10:54
And right now she's
up there watching.
1:10:57
And she's so hurt. She so hurt
by what she knows about me.
1:11:02
I tried so hard
to keep it from her.
1:11:06
She wouldn't understand.
1:11:09
How do you explain that?
1:11:12
That you can be killed by
the person who you love most?
1:11:16
You just, you can't.
1:11:20
Now you ask me again
about perspective.
1:11:26
Doing this isn't
going to change anything.
1:11:30
We owe her.
1:11:40
What if she had it first?
1:11:44
It's possible. She was showing
symptoms before you were.
1:11:48
She was showing symptoms
before you.
1:11:51
Swollen glands.
1:11:54
It makes sense
she had it before you.
1:11:56
It could have happened that way.
1:11:59
-It could have happened that way.
-Shut your fucking mouth.