:51:06
Wel I s o n ...
:51:08
part of bei ng a
man i n th is world ...
:51:11
is maki ng y our own decis io ns and
then I iv i ng with the co nsequences.
:51:15
You are a man now.
:51:17
I mean, y ou're o Id
enoug h to d ie i n a war...
:51:20
and y ou're o Id enoug h
to d ie i n a bed to o.
:51:25
Is that what y ou're
worried about?
:51:27
Because I can relate to that,
but, I s wear to God, Dad.
:51:32
I'm go n na be s o carefu I.
:51:34
O h yeah, 'carefu I',
fu neral homes, these days ...
:51:36
are truck-fu I I of y ou ng men
who are carefu I, I mean ...
:51:38
Jesus, Dorian ...
:51:40
Do y ou want th is d isease?
Do y ou want Al DS?
:51:42
That's it, I chose th is
I ifesty le because...
:51:45
I felt left out of a p lague.
:51:46
C hrist, I gotta wo nder.
I mean ...
:51:48
when bei ng normal
cou Id save y our I ife,
:51:51
y ou th i nk y ou'd g ive it
a stro ng seco nd lo ok.
:51:54
What's normal Dad?
:51:55
You with y our p i nt
of Scotch every n ig ht?
:51:59
That stack of b ig-bo obed
g irly magazi nes ...
:52:01
y ou got h id i n the safe
that Mom th i nks ...
:52:02
is j ust for
y our stamp co I lectio n?
:52:04
That normal?
:52:10
Yeah, that's i n the bal lpark.
:52:31
I returned to New York
that wi n ter so lonely...
:52:33
that I was ready to try anyth i ng.
:52:35
Ev en getti ng myself pick ed
up at one of those bars.
:52:38
And it work ed,
I got tak en home by a guy...
:52:41
whose name I
nev er did learn so...
:52:43
let's just call h im 'psycho '.
:52:55
N ope.
Th is is n't go n na do it.
:52:57
I'm real ly s orry, th is j ust
is n't me, th is who le s cene.