Dorian Blues

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He died ten years ago,
and I still fi nd...

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its good to talk about it sometimes.

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I fi nd it's good to
talk about ev eryth i ng.

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My therapist says
I o v erdo that.

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That I o v eranalyze.

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Of course, she's bu limic so
let's not get too preachy.

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But the first th i ng y ou
shou Id know about me: I'm gay.

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I'm gay, and what's more,
a stereotypical gay.

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Always lo v ed fash ion,
hated sports,

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and though it doesn 't
always work to clich é,

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it did i n my family
where there was me,

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and there was my
kid brother, N icky.

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He wou Idn 't look at another
guy ex cept to ask for a beer,

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was our school's star
quarterback, great studen t.

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When they say h igh school are
the best years of y our life...

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there talki ng about
h is life, not mi ne.

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Look at that smile lik e he
grew up i n a b lue jeans ad.

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Hey whoa, hold on a sec
N ick, let 'em tak e y ou i n.

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Thanks.

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Really had to
twist h is arm, hu h?

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See, confidence for my
brother was nev er an issue.

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I don 't care if its
with women, guys...

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Oh, great, company.

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Yeah, don 't ask me her name.

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Yeah, H i.
How are ya?

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Good to see ya.

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No, it's OK N ick.

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Go on, play.

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I env ied h im, 'cause
he was so normal.

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Dad lo v ed normal.

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There's Dad now,
fix i n ' the old set.

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Dad was usually
i n a fou I mood.

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Th is, actually is one of
h is more spiritual momen ts.

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And there's mom,
rolli ng those pennies.

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Th is is about 14
years back now.

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The fu neral I showed y ou
is still a few years off.

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Th is is where we start.

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Bush, the father, was
i n the Wh ite House.

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I was a senior i n h igh
school, my brother, N icky,

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a Ju nior, and Dad was
i n h is ragi ng prime.

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Of course it
wasn 't all yelli ng.