:49:03
Have you got something else
besides your work to think of?
:49:08
I feel much calmer.
I sleep at night too.
:49:15
That's fine.
:49:35
Munch writes in his diaries
of making appointments to meet
:49:39
Mrs. Heiberg on the Karl Johan,
:49:42
only to have her pass him by with
her husband or a friend on her arm.
:49:47
Exactly who began to break
the appointments first is not known,
:49:52
but Munch writes of retaliating
:49:54
by ignoring Mrs. Heiberg
when they next meet.
:49:57
I waited for half an hour
on the Karl Johan.
:50:04
And when at last she came,
:50:07
she simply walked past.
:50:11
She scarcely looked at me.
:50:19
It's a good thing
I don't like her any longer.
:50:23
At about this same period,
Oda Lasson has told Hans Jæger
:50:28
that she is becoming emotionally
involved with Christian Krohg.
:50:36
When I try to live according to
what I think is right for me
:50:41
and try to find my freedom
and live according to my rules,
:50:48
the only thing the bourgeoisie
interest themselves in
:50:52
is how many love affairs I have.
:50:57
Only my friends look at
and talk about what I do,