:46:02
The man gonna be fuckin'
three-strikin' your ass, kid.
:46:05
How you gonna rep it
without the P.L.C., huh?
:46:06
Yo, maybe she don't need
the P.L.C., motherfucker.
:46:09
Fucking P.L.C.
Is the only family we got.
:46:11
Ooh, I'm scared now.
:46:13
- Let's bounce.
- Why you gotta be like that?
:46:18
They don't even know
what family is.
:46:20
You don't want to think
that you're with someone...
:46:22
just because everyone else
thinks you should be...
:46:24
because we're not assigned
to people like, you know...
:46:26
parking spaces, and, um...
:46:28
and you do love him, you know?
:46:30
I mean... God,
you've known him forever...
:46:33
and he's great and fun,
and it makes sense, and...
:46:38
So, yeah, the whole thing
seems predetermined...
:46:40
but, um...
:46:44
Heh. You find yourself, like...
:46:46
giving him a blow job,
and it feels like a performance.
:46:51
OK, it "is" a performance.
:46:52
But, um, ha ha ha!
:46:54
Um, what I mean is that...
:46:58
that you can't, like...
:47:00
feel it.
:47:03
It doesn't even seem real.
It seems like a dream...
:47:05
like you're just...
:47:09
sleepwalking through your life,
you know?
:47:12
Does that make any sense?
:47:13
Yeah.
:47:16
But what...
what "isn't" a dream?
:47:19
OK.
:47:22
Um...
:47:24
the other night,
I was with Emily...
:47:27
and we were at
this crazy party downtown...
:47:29
and...
:47:32
I don't know.
:47:33
We just sat there
together and...
:47:36
And what?
:47:38
I don't know.
:47:40
I just love her, you know?
:47:43
It seemed real.
:47:49
So, what was it like in there?
:47:52
It was totally fuckin' real.
:47:55
It smelled like puke...
:47:56
and it was so bright,
it made my eyes hurt.
:47:58
And there were
these hookers in there...