:47:00
feel it.
:47:03
It doesn't even seem real.
It seems like a dream...
:47:05
like you're just...
:47:09
sleepwalking through your life,
you know?
:47:12
Does that make any sense?
:47:13
Yeah.
:47:16
But what...
what "isn't" a dream?
:47:19
OK.
:47:22
Um...
:47:24
the other night,
I was with Emily...
:47:27
and we were at
this crazy party downtown...
:47:29
and...
:47:32
I don't know.
:47:33
We just sat there
together and...
:47:36
And what?
:47:38
I don't know.
:47:40
I just love her, you know?
:47:43
It seemed real.
:47:49
So, what was it like in there?
:47:52
It was totally fuckin' real.
:47:55
It smelled like puke...
:47:56
and it was so bright,
it made my eyes hurt.
:47:58
And there were
these hookers in there...
:48:00
and it was, like,
business as usual for them.
:48:03
And this one white chick...
:48:06
who thought
she was super- bad, but...
:48:09
I think she just wanted
to appropriate my wardrobe.
:48:12
Heh. I love your nails.
:48:15
Were you scared?
:48:16
Oh, I was scared shit.
:48:19
I don't know.
:48:21
I was helpless, but...
:48:24
excited.
:48:28
What if it's, like...
:48:30
we're on our deathbeds...
:48:32
and we're looking back
at our lives...
:48:34
and, like, all the guys
we've, like, loved...
:48:35
and just, like, fucked, and...
:48:37
and it turns out that,
like, the whole time...
:48:41
like, we were supposed
to be together?
:48:49
Aah! Aah! Oh, my God!
:48:51
Oh!
:48:52
Heh.