:59:08
l was afraid you couldn't hear
because of the gag.
:59:19
lt's really freaky.
:59:22
But you liked the gag?
:59:30
l don't like
having to say things.
:59:37
When l got home,
Paul wasn't there.
:59:41
That made my world
fall apart.
:59:45
lt has nothing to do
with what l did.
:59:56
What's done is done.
lt's behind me.
1:00:06
My head is very clear.
1:00:09
lt's all l can be...
1:00:12
in my head.
1:00:15
l feel my body
doesn't belong to me.
1:00:18
lt's an anonymous appendix.
1:00:21
ln my head, there's Paul.
1:00:25
He could have reconciled me
with my body.
1:00:29
But he didn't want to do that.
1:00:33
Because l don't like my body,
l was an easy prey.
1:00:40
l mean, a victim.
1:00:43
Anyway, women are the victims
men need for atonement.