:18:03
...we haven't really talked.
:18:06
We just pressed against each other
like two frozen birds
:18:11
and languish.
:18:14
Fear...
:18:17
The only thing I remember
during these years was fear.
:18:23
You caused us great suffering.
:18:26
I caused myself suffering, dad.
:18:30
-War is a time of overall suffering.
-War is a time of general insanity.
:18:35
Lost time.
Two wars in one lifetime!
:18:39
I ask myself if there was any
point in being born!
:18:46
My God, how we suffered!
:18:49
I'll never forget that
I caused you pain.
:18:53
But it's over, dad.
The worst is over.
:18:57
I pray to God
it really is over!
:19:05
People are telling
all sorts of stories.
:19:08
It's just like scum
floating on the water.
:19:12
You know there's
clear water underneath,
:19:14
but all you see is the scum.
:19:20
In peacetime I knew
everyone from our area.
:19:23
And there were some
I never knew existed.
:19:26
Drunkards, layabouts, bums.
:19:29
And now they're back, saying
they're going to change everything!
:19:32
-Time takes its toll.
-Time creates its scum!
:19:36
I know there are turncoats,
:19:39
but I'd die if I had to move
from my house,
:19:42
even if they gave me
a King's palace in return!
:19:46
Yet these people grab up
other people's property,
:19:50
saying it's going to be like
Russia, everything shared!
:19:55
My house, fields, horses,
granary and vineyards,