:52:04
That, to me, is the stuff that's like...
:52:10
You know? And we've never had
very many moments like that.
:52:17
Do I feel some guiIt?
Uh, yes, I do.
:52:21
But at the same time,
it's difficuIt for me to comprehend
:52:25
that the only thing that you feel
:52:30
when you look back
on the last 20 years...
:52:34
is rooted in the Metallica thing.
:52:42
OK.
:52:44
Have you ever thought
what l've been through?
:52:49
l think l've had an awareness
of the pain I caused you.
:52:53
- Um...
- That's not what I said.
:52:57
OK. Um...
:52:58
- Do you have any idea...
- Of what I put you through?
:53:01
No, no, no.
...what I went through?
:53:05
l mean, people hate me
because of you.
:53:10
l walk down the street and I hear
some piece of shit say "Metallica!" at me.
:53:16
And they do that to taunt me.
:53:19
l mean, when I would hear Metallica
on the radio, I would be, like,
:53:23
"God, I have to turn this off," because
l just keep thinking, "l fucked up!"
:53:31
Right.
:53:34
l've been waiting for this day
for a long time.
:53:39
You know, and by no means is it done,
:53:42
because somebody else
very important is not here.
:53:46
Right.
:53:51
Do I wish it was 1982 all over again
and you guys woke me up and say,
:53:56
"Hey, Dave, you know what?
You need to go to AA"? Yeah.