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From the start it was good.In the beginning, it was really good.
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When it first started, we...
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First started seeing each other,going out together...
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...just the two of us, doing things.
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Well, it always is.
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- Isn't it always that way?- Isn't it?
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- Christ. The energy we had.- The fun we had.
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The times we spent.
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- Doing nothing sometimes.- Doing everything.
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- It didn't matter what we did.- Anything.
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- It was just so good.- It was like a drug.
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Every day, whatever I was doing,the whole world was beautiful.
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Everything that didn't make sensebefore, all of a sudden...
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It was being alive again.
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It was like I'd been dead,and now I was alive again.
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Hope, I guess. That's what it was.
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Belief.
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Believing in everythingagain, you know?
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I liked the way I looked.I stopped checking the scale.
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- I stopped smoking. I stopped smoking.- I stopped punishing myself.
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- I felt good about myself.- I felt like I could do anything.
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I used to get so excitedI would shake.
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Every time I knewI was going to see him...
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...there was, like, this electricitycoming out of me.
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