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[ Man Narrating ] All my life,I've lived and worked in the big city,
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which, now that I think of it,is kind of a problem,
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since I always feeluncomfortable around crowds.
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I mean it.I have this fear of enclosed spaces.
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I-I-I-- Everything makes mefeel trapped all the time.
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You know, I always tell myself there'sgotta be something better out there.
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But maybe I--maybe I think too much.
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I-I-I think everythingmust go back to the fact...
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that I had a very anxious childhood.
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You know, my mothernever had time for me.
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When you're the middle childin a family of 5 million,
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you don't get any attention.
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I mean,how is it possible?
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And-And I've always had theseabandonment issues which plague me.
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My father was-was basically a drone,like I've said.
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And, you know, the guy flew awaywhen I was just a larva.
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And my job, don't get me started on,because it really annoys me.
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I-I was not cut out to be a worker,I'll tell you right now.
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I-I-I feelphysically inadequate.
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My whole life,I've never been able to lift...
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more than 10 times my own body weight.
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And, when you get down to it, handlingdirt is, you know-- [ Shudders ]
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is not my ideaof a rewarding career.
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It's this whole gung ho,super organism thing...
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